All Stuff

Contrary to popular belief, I am still alive. The last few days have just been a bit... Well, "shit" springs to mind, but a better description would be "I have a lot of stuff to work through".

My mind is in turmoil, trying to figure things out, arrange things, and work out what I need to do and when/how I am going to do it. People keep telling me how good a job I am doing, but I just don't feel like I am actually achieving anything. On top of this, I can't go into a lot of what is bothering me here on the blog because to be honest, there's a lot going on behind the scenes that only a very few people know the full story.

Maybe in the coming days or weeks I will get things off my chest here at the risk of surprising/shocking a lot of you. Who knows, maybe it will make my head clearer to offload here and not worry about offloading on my friends with their own problems.

Anyway, aside from rambling, I'm mostly posting to tell you I AM still alive and dealing with everything. I just feel like I am at the bottom of a very steep hill and can't get up the thing. No doubt I will ramble in more detail tomorrow.

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3 Responses to “All Stuff”

DriedPapercutsAndChickens said...

OH a surprise! How fun!
ya know you can always post if you need to get things off your (hairy) chest

Gretchen said...

Good to see you. Take the time you need - we'll still be here!

The Special Zipper said...

Don't aim to do the hill in a day ... set small distances. Even if you have wobbly boots and it is two steps forward, one step back. Yep ..shit cliche and we use it all the time with Connor.