Just Sort Of Hiding...
The last week has been rather odd. A few posts back I think I mentioned a little girl - Mollie - in hospital undergoing similar surgery to what Bethy went through, and that she was getting poorly. Well, she didn't make it, and I feel so upset by the news and for her mum, Kate. I've been doing my best to root for her and stay positive, but reading her updates every day bought back so many memories it has dragged me down. I've been in her shoes, and I know what she is going through but I know that words - for now - won't help her.
Since then, I've kinda buried my head in the sand for the rest of the world and life in general. I don't want people to feel for me, to offer me a hug or support - that needs to be directed towards Kate and her family. But my "Get Up And Go" has gotten up and left the country.
Seriously, I can't even articulate what I want to write here. To sum up, I am here, but a bit quiet.
Name: Dan English
4 Responses to “Just Sort Of Hiding...”
I'm sending out thoughts of love and hope to all of you. I know words are meaningless, but it's good to know that people care. I hope Kate's reading this, too.
It bound to get to you Dan, and you needs to take time out too.
love
Debbie
I'm so sorry for both of you. Please take care of yourself.
Sending you positive vibes from across the ocean,
Joansy
My heart goes out to Kate and her loss of Mollie. I was following her difficult journey too and hoping things would turn around and they didnt. Of course you don't want the attention to be on you but this is about your loss too. Unfortunately you can understand all too well what Kate must be feeling. You are a good friend.
It's ok to hide as long as you come back sometime.... hopefully soon. Our hearts go out to you and Jo from accross the pond (whether you like it or not! hehe)
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