Grey

While I am generally an up person, there's something about December to March the just makes me feel... Meh. Flat. Pah.

I think the fact it's Bethy birthday in January and her angel day in February, these dates don't help, and the current period - the end of January till the 21st February - just make me think of our stay in hospital and the various dates where things went to shit. What really doesn't help is the weather. There's something about England that is, frankly, just grey.

I get up for a school run and it's still kinda dawn, but grey. By the time we're out the house, it's lighter but still grey. Then throughout the day it's grey. Then it's school run #2 and it's still grey. Jaysen gets in, we potter around and it starts to get dark.

Being tired as well doesn't help matters, and the last couple of weeks have been Insomnia City which has driven me mad. Laying in bed and trying to fall asleep for ten hours before giving up and having another day...

As you can tell, I'm tired, I'm fed up, the weather is pissing me off and I'm just feeling deflated. I hate this time of the year. No doubt be prepared for gaps in my posting for a while...

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2 Responses to “Grey”

Posh Totty said...

The joys of living in the good ole England eh?

DriedPapercutsAndChickens said...

do you need a hug????